So i went writing for some company. I always wanted to be a writer. I enjoyed my job. I didn’t care that i did not get paid. In the end, I learned that writing is more important than running after an employer for a delayed pay. I stopped writing for a while. On my way home today, I realized that at some point of my life, I WILL stop writing, but not NOW.
I’m Now a Jack of All Trades, Thanks to the Internet!
I get jealous every time I see my friends post really nice pictures on their Facebook walls. Of course I got nice pictures, too but they don’t look professional comparing to my friends’ photos. I like travelling and preserving great views and moments with my camera. But I want to be a professional photographer, too!
I read a lot of books I bought from bookstores. I read a lot of tips on the Internet and I watch a lot of tutorials on Youtube. I am THAT determined. 100 Photography Tips helped as well. I got to admit, Internet have been a big help in school as well as in helping me hone my passion, which includes writing, reading (well, I got loads of books, mostly novels, installed in my mobile phone) as well as playing the piano. When I was in high school, I even visit Youtube for voice lessons. Here’s the latest, I’m having a course on Psychology 101 online for free. You can say it’s self learning. I just signed up for newsletter subscription last night to have that Psychology 101 ‘class’. It’s kinda boring sometimes to work alone and learn alone.
Facebook and Internet Marketing
New technology has now enabled a lot of individuals to market products and goods online to a greater audience. Facebook and Twitter has been a big help for internet marketers. There are a lot of tips that we can find over the Internet for us to become successful Internet marketers. SEO, back linking and social medias are some of the important aspects of Internet marketing.
Because of new technology, we can now be able to learn different strategies wherever we are with our gadgets. Mobile phones with reading applications have been very handy for business men. E-books are usually used for these gadgets.
Can’t find myself
I can’t sleep at night
trying to figure out.
What went wrong?
I thought I’m strong.
Why is this happening?
I hate this feeling.
Why can’t it just go away
So I’ll find my way.
Why am i forced
to take this course?
I can’t find my way,
I can’t find myself.
I’ve been in high school, too! XD
Most of us experienced crazy stuffs in high school (right?). Mostly, immature and embarrassing. I was misled by this “strange” feeling. The one that keeps pushing me away from my good conscience (someone out there knows how to explain that feeling? I’m having a hard time explaining it). The one that tells me, “Who cares about failing grades?”, “Who cares if i get home late?”, “Who cares if i get drunk?!”. Well, that’s how it was like to be a ‘kid’. To be a kid in mind – that’s nightmare. Continue reading
My unfinished song
I sit before this piano
trying to figure out
how our dreams are gone so fast.
Seeing our plans fall to pieces
breaks my wounded heart.
Can’t find the right notes
to finish our song
But now I know
the missing note is not one of these keys
but the one that’s embedded in your chest.
When the heart stops the function of your brain
He courts you, he seems nice, he’s good to you, and you like him. You feel so good being with him, like you don’t want your moment together come to an end. He’s so jealous, you find it romantic ’cause it means he treasures you a lot and he does not want to lose you. You skipped your class ’cause he won’t let you go, says he want to be with you all the time. It’s late at night and you wanna go home. He tells you to stay if you really love him. Your mom got angry ’cause you came home late and you yelled back telling her she can’t understand because she’s never been in love like you are right now. He tells you you’re getting fat and you need to lose weight. You have a big fight over a cancelled date ’cause you fainted on your way. Well, you haven’t eaten for days. He says it’s over. You wanna die. You feel like a big part of you is gone. You feel inadequate. If only you’ve given him more. You’ve been begging him not to leave or you’ll die. IDIOT. Think for yourself! You turned into a crap. Now, before this could happen, don’t let mesmerizing moments cloud your ability to think. You can always see it coming, don’t ignore it. There’s never a perfect guy, but there’s a right one. The one who sees you at your best, who loves you even at your worst. The right guy has the ability to make you cry, but he won’t dare to. <3
